Real-Life Starseed
Updated: Aug 14, 2022
Although in numbers, I have grown, in the deep physical self, I have remained the same as when I was a child. I remember writing my first blog. I remember why I wrote it and what motivated me to do so. Even before then, I was flowing through human experiences, obviously not recognizing and understanding life and my dividend in it.
As a child, it's like, I couldn't be me. The real me would attempt to peak out from time to time. Pieces of me were awkward to family but came naturally to me.
I feel a sense of release that I have finally connected to who I authentically am. Now is the time to be free to be who I am. With being free, I had to let go of many unnecessary people and activities that were depressing my energy. If I did not dispose of all the trash surrounding me, I would not be able to reconnect with the being that I was before entering this realm.
How could I possibly affix myself with my higher being, if I could not break the pattern to which I have been accustomed? Shadow work is just that, your shadow never leaves you. Your shadow is there when you die. The crystalline of you is a continuation of your life. It existed (meaning you), you existed, and you still exist, but are you aware of the magnitude of you? Do you realize that you are something greater than what you are aware of?
I've tapped in. I wish that I could have known all this beforehand. I understand timing has to be aligned with my mindset. I had to learn that my mindset controls my timing. I was not ready, because you have to be ready. I was blinded by my ego and engulfed in life illusions. I was not in a fit state to receive the jewels of life.
I'm spiritually navigating through the deepest darkest places within myself, that I never knew there. Everything has been brought to the surface. I still see plenty of light though. I see all kinds of greatness coming my way and very soon. I see my blessings in visions and dreams. I will not be able to faucet into any of them without being completely whole to myself, not to anyone else but to myself.
The absence of light takes away enough to stop you from growing. We need light. I need me, and believe it or not, there is someone on this planet that needs me. I’m going to help someone grow as someone has helped me. We are bound to one another, there really is no disconnect. There has to be a separation because of the different wavelengths that some are on. I’m not on the same stuff that most others are on. Darkness is essential to life as well. Yes, I believe we need darkness, but eventually light has to be outward. I come to feel and see that my light is too bright to be stagnant.
I am having the worse time and the best time of my life, at this current moment. I am learning so much about myself and life. People that I love, I love differently because I love myself differently. There has to be a clear understanding of what I stand for. I no longer beg for love and attention and acceptance from humans. Except me as I am because I am greater than before.
I understand and stand tall as the sky in my worth. I want life to feed me with knowledge and understanding. I was someone before I came down to this place, why would I give away the sterling of my being for a fake world? I have come into who I am. I know that people will leave my life not understanding their worth or mine, but that's not my issue anymore. I would like to welcome any like-minded thinkers into my tribe. I need a strong unbreakable tribe. I just want to feel connected to those similar to my thoughts so we are able to expand to substantial heights.
The torture we put ourselves through just to seek peace, smh. I am a peaceful Queen. The divinity that waters my soul makes me want to hug the entire Earth. I’m feeling attacked right now spiritually, but I understand the divine process. A force not to be reckoned with is telling me that “I am above all this that I see. I’m humbly overwhelmed. I’m actually living in my real-time. ASE.
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